Wake up Pakistan (my own)


where do i go?

I'm out of control
I need to hide in a box
cuz i see..


a lot that's being done
the past has begun
sit with closed eyes and just feel


I read it in books
now i see how it looks
aren't the last few drops of rain
the one you feel?


Where do you go
when you know you're alone
No where to run, Now is the fun
don't you see?

a lot that's being done
the past has begun
sit with closed eyes and just feel


I read it in books
now i see how it looks
aren't the last few drops of rain
the one you feel?

You're a
hidden camera away
a few steps to late
and late is what your heart feels


Wake up Pakistan

overtone-colorblind

And it's not just a game
You can't throw me away
I put all I had on the line
And I give and you take
And I played the high stakes
I've won and I've lost
But, I'm fine


Hear me say I'll rise up 'til the end
Hear me say I'll stand up for my friends
And I crash to the ground
And it's just my own sound
I drop in the blink of an eye
I'm colorblind


And your milky way fight
Won't stop my delight
You keep me and lock me away
And it's dark and it's bright
It's your colorful pride that kept me here 9000 days


Hear me say I'll see the sky again
Hear me say I'll drive for you my friend
There's a noise in the crowd
But it's just my own shout
A stumble I fall and I pray


Hear you say your eyes see green again
In the end we'll lived up holding hands
Yes, we'll spark in the night
We'll be colorblind
And these are the lives we gave


Hear me say I'll rise up 'til the end
Hear me say that I'll stand beside my friends
I won't stay on the floor
I will settle the score
A stumble I fall and I pray


Hear me say it's time we stop talking
Eye to eye we see a different face
Yes we we've conquered the war
With love at the core
A stumble I fall, but I'll stay
Colorblind.

An eventful month

Its been long since i updated my blog(except for moments of the day).To start of with, I really didn't wanna update it.So much has been happening recently i wanted things to cool down so i could write about them all at once.

21st of Jan was a big day in life.I did what I've been wanting to for a very, very long time( 4 years to be exact).I don't really wanna mention it here.The people who need to know are well aware of it.I feel good about myself after that day though.I took a challenge, more than just a little risk and did what not a lot would do.Through out that day i kept asking myself just one question.

Was it worth it?
Yes
Yes it was.It was worth every day i spent just thinking about it.It was worth all the shit i had to go through.I have nothing to look back at and say " if only" . I have nothing to regret.I did whatever i could and I'm happy about it.
Life has been amazing lately.I'm sorta hitting the books, playing basketball once in awhile and i do have my knee surgery this thursday.If everything turns out well, I might just be able to play the tournament this feb.That's pretty exciting.The last tournament I played, we lost in the semi-finals.I'm still not over it.

The second semester of uni has started as well.Not as exciting as the first, cuz well, that was something totally different.Switching from school to uni is every kids dream and those few months passed so quick.I do feel more at home now.I know a lot of and I'm a lot more comfortable with stuff.This semester the goal is to do a little bit of everything.

I finally managed to start forming my first song.It's tough I tell you.Especially when you have to do it on your own.I'm hoping i would finish it by the end of .Good luck to me



Well, i guess that's about it till my surgery.I learned a lot this month.The most important thing out of it is

" When there is a will, there is a way ."


cheers
bk

Moment(s) of the day

Umar admitting his crush is gay-hay-ho

RAY/GAY :)

Sheikhsti :)

Making an idiot out of umar yet again.

fantasy

Being racist and loving every bit of it

Moment(s) of the day

Returning to e-9 paf complex for a basketball game

qadir talking on the phone during a game

Moment(s) of the day

saying shit to random people during the chairlift

riding the wild bull


Message

hamza getting humiliated

bumper cars

Quote(s) of the day

Superman couldn't handle it.I'm just a man

I am MR.Right, just not MR. Right Now

Moment of the day: My return to the basketball court

Thought of the day: Do whatever you till whenever you can.After that,it ain't in your hands.You control your own destiny.

A random thought

Courage is a hard thing to figure.You can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake, but

you are not supposed to question adults, or your coach or your teacher because they make the rules.

Maybe they know best, but maybe they don't.It all depends on who you are or where you come

from.Should you always do what others tell you to do? Sometimes, you might not

even know why you're doing something.I mean any fool can have courage, but honor, that's the

real reason you either do something or you don't.It's who you are and maybe who you want to be.

If you die trying for something important, than you have both honor and courage and that's

pretty good.You should hope for courage and try for honor and maybe even pray that the

people telling you what to do, have some too.